Friday, February 6, 2009
Hi all again! I've not been consistently updating my blog as I'm recently rather busy visiting the library. Have not visited the library for ages already, so I really do miss the smell of books.
Actually, I have accepted the fact of fate that I'll be taking this course, although I did not intend to pick up this course initially. However, it is already a fact, and so there's no point regretting on things that cannot be undone, or things that I was not able to accomplish. I believe my thinking and my heart is gradually changing; changing to accept reality, to become more adaptable to things outside my comfort zone.
However, I was greatly distressed by the news that the statistics for University Admission rate for NP and SP is higher. This means that I'll have to study arduously hard. People from better Secondary Schools like CHIJ, that don't take the 'Thru-Train route' will be brought into the scene and the competition will be great. So a neighbourhood student like me; I have to use true self-discipline to study harder. I don't believe I cannot enter a local university. I shall prove to you. You know who I'm referring to :)
I'm not saying you are trying to pour wet blanket on me; It's just that I don't want to let my parents pay too much for my education. You shouldn't encourage me to ask my parents to send me to go abroad for University. I want to use true capabiliities and compete to the best! I don't want to keep using my parent's money
, 'cos I feel guilty to keep doing so. So I would like to challenge you for local-U; Are you game?
Mark Tan at 10:57 PM