Friday, February 13, 2009
Hi to everyone who sees this post!!! I've not been updating my posts regularly nowadays; 'cos I am busy with facebook! Anyway, I really found back a lot of my Primary School classmates and friends through the facebook. Was so afraid I will completely lose contact with all of them. I had never expected of finding them back, but somehow I did =)
I wonder what would be this season of my life going to be, but it seems somewhat significant to me, yet in very subtle ways. I am shifted to a new place, new environment with new friends(perhaps with a few older ones),and I begin to feel quite wavered and insecure. But I will trust in Him that there is a special reason why I am placed in this school, this course, this time. Still anticipating for my purpose and future.
When I went back to school two days ago to take my award and to join in AQ training, I saw a lot of my 4A'08 classmates return. Lots of them are wearing the JJC PE shirt and Skirt/pants. I have to accept the fact that I'll no longer be wearing uniform ever again(except NS). I will miss them lots =( and I will miss some of the teachers(though not all).
So as you can see there is really a major transition in my life. I unexpectantly found back my Primary School friends, see all my secondary school friends getting posted to different schools, and see myself going into quite an unexpected course. Can you imagine what are my emotions? They are jumbled, with ingredients of elation, excitement, surprise, nervousness, bitter-sweetness, melancholy, disappointment and fear. All in one go. My emotion meter has really in one way or another lost sensitivity.
Mark Tan at 12:23 PM