This post is for you also.

I am real grateful that you actually spelt out everything regarding what I did that disappointed you. Deep down in my heart I am real sorry... Maybe I am not a good friend at all. I should have been more caring; I was not by your side when you needed someone to share your woes. _______ said I changed; yet you said the same too. I tried reflecting, but I wonder: Will I ever wake up from this long nightmare? Where did the Mark we knew go? I am finding for him too.

How can I treat you as a passerby? 5years; that is how long I knew you. How would I ever give up on our friendship? You were my best friend, you are my best friend, and you will be my best friend.

Actually I wanted to ask you out. But since you already have "him", I find it quite inappropriate to do so. You know why. You know what I mean.


One is about to get better, yet another one came alongside.

I am glad that Dad don't have to pay that lump sum of money now =) , now with these new "ammunitions". But every week I would have to "get bitten" because of these new "ammunitions", and I hope it will not be too daunting for me.

What Ps Khong said about trials are true; The higher the level you get to in your spiritual walk with God, the tougher it is to combat.

However, I feel very serene; unlike in the initial stage where I questioned God repeatedly. This time round I can sense His presence enveloping me, though I have yet the ability to hear Him again.

I am really not devastated; I still have a God who loves me and a family that cares a lot for me.

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